Hey! I wrote a poem today for English Honours. Mrs. Dibble said we had to write one just because. I don't really care; I like writing poems.

SCAR

Unhealed wound
Crimson scar
Eternally tattooed
A reminder
Of a curse
Ancient history
Repeats itself

A horizon
Of darkness
Shooting stars
Of immortality
Rapture and reverence
Ancient history
Repeats itself

Passionate lover
Lonely stranger
Always by night
Never by day
His cursèd sin awaits
Ancient history
Repeats itself

Watchful glare
Alluring stare
Sardonic remarks
A bed of silk
A morning of Hell
Ancient history
Repeats itself

Imprisoned darkness
Scornful light
Mocking fate
Consumed by hate
A tragic flaw
Ancient history
Repeats itself

Roaming wanderer
Lightning never
Strikes twice
In the same
Wretched providence
Ancient history
Repeats itself

Perpetual cycle
Meaningless guilt
Hopeless encouragement
Twisted rapture
Flawless sin
Ancient history
Repeats itself

Yup, that's it! What do you think of it? Can you guess what I'm talking about? Well, I'm gonna tell you. It's a vampire (as if that wasn't obvious already)!

-Deirdre

Nothing, and I mean absolutely nothing, is going on right now in my life. The only thing I have to look forward to is a Spanish field trip to two plays and a Mexican restaurant. I can't stand the weather right now. It's so cold! I just wish it'd get warmer.... Or maybe I need my mum to turn on the thermostat.

I want to see the movie "Love Actually". I hear it's really, really great. Hugh Grant's a plus, too!

Not much to say right now, except that my site's sort of up: http://www.geocities.com/fc_fruitscandy/index.htm

-Deirdre

Yay! I've updated my picture and background music! This time, I've selected "Rei1" for my background music. Yes, it's actually called "Rei1". Doesn't it sound a bit creepy? Yet, it's also beautiful.

The picture is of Jude Law.... Isn't he just so handsome? Ha! The man is a god.... You can see the full picture (which is much better quality) here: http://www.celebrity-exchange.com/celebs/photos26/jude-law-2.jpg. Also, if you'd like to see a picture of him that actually makes him look like a god, here's the address: http://members.aol.com/beautifuljudelaw/pict105.jpg.

Hehe.... Can't you tell I now have a fascination with Jude Law?

Anyway, I've just handed in a "Bummy Old Lady" revision thing.... I turned it into a Harry Potter fan fic. My teacher said she was incredibly impressed and she looks forward to reading more (I left it with a reader's worst nightmare, "To Be Continued...).

Hm...nothing else really to report except that my classes rock! Sorry Marissa.... ^^'. Oh! And I've just got back in touch with my friend Juppy-chan. I'm so happy!!! I haven't talked to her in much too long.

Um...yeah, I've finished. My life's boring...so don't expect too much interesting things...although, here's an excerpt from a fic that's extremely funny:

Lupin snorted. "Don't try to get me involved in party planning, Sirius," he said. "The last party I was at was James' bachelor party, and that was twenty years ago."

"And yet I remember it like it was yesterday," said Sirius, with a grin.

Lupin raised an eyebrow. "I'd be shocked if you remembered any of it. In my recollection, you got thoroughly pissed, stood on your head in the front garden, and sang eighteen verses of a song entitled 'I May Be A Tiny Chimney Sweep But I've Got An Enormous Broom'.

It's from either Draco Dormeins or Draco Sinister by Cassanda Claire. I haven't really read the Draco Trilogy...which is a shame. But I just can't stand D/Hr (Draco/Hermione) or H/Hr (Harry Hermione) or D/G (Draco/Ginny). It just squicks me....

-Deirdre

Wow...it's already a month later. Hm, I should really post more often. I've started school of course. I really like my classes so far...they're pretty good. I have (in first semester and in order) Spanish II, Geometry, Crafts II (because there was no room in Art II), and English 10 Honours.

Um...I'm going to change this background music eventually too. It gets pretty annoying after a while...even though it is pretty.

Yay! My ship is going places! We have a cookie thread and a website created by the wonderful hasapi. She's so great! Um...if you want to check it out, here's the web address: http://www.geocities.com/FlamesofMystery It's port is FictionAlley. It's a Blaise Zabini/Ginny Weasley ship too. Pretty interesting, ne?

I got hit real bad by the hurricane. I was out of power since about Thursday afternoon. Thankfully, my uncle bribed the power company with car parts for the boss's car in New York, and now we have power! And hot water! This is great!

I'm thinking about making my website soon. I'll let you know when it's up and everything. I'll probably never get it done...but oh well.

Oh, and before I forget, Happy Belated Birthday to Tom Felton who turned 16 on 22 September. In case you don't know (blatant ignorance...), he plays Draco Malfoy on the two Harry Potter movies. Hehe, I had it marked in my school agenda believe it or not. I should really find out Dan's (Daniel Radcliffe) birthday as well.

Mata ne minna-san!

-Deirdre

Well, I haven't been on here in a while, have I? That's because my modem crashed and I've been deprived of the internet since the last time I visited my dad -- two weeks ago. Anyway, I just finished reading MARS, volume one and it was excellent. I can really relate the main female character, Kira. And Rei is a lot like Draco except for that Draco is bigoted, snobby, and cruel (all the character "flaws" that I love about him -- makes a fun character to write)! And Rei rides a Ducati Monster. Oh...how I want a Ducati.... My mum just bought me my new backpack for school...it's a NERV courier bag...yeah, can't you tell I'm obsessed with this stuff? NERV is something from Neon Genesis Evangelion (that's where the background music, Soul Refrain, is from too!). I found some awesome dragon wallpapers at a site called www.wallpapervault.com or something like that. They really are exquisite...I mean, they're so life-like!

I saw Freaky Friday two days ago and the really hot guy...I think his name was Jake...had a Ducati. That's not fair. As soon as I turn eighteen, I AM GETTING A DUCATI!!! Yeah. Let's see...what else can I say? Um...as soon as I get internet access again, I'm gonna change my picture. I'm thinking Miki and Yuu from Marmalade Boy, or Kira and Rei from MARS...maybe Heero and Duo from Gundam Wing...or...yeah! Harry and Draco from Harry Potter...I'll edit the pic or draw one of my own! I've already drawn two. There's one where they're both topless and Draco has a seductive smile, latching onto Harry's arm. Harry just has this calm analysing look on his face. Both have rather long and unruly hair...giving more to that whole "sex-appeal" thing. And then there's the other one...Once again, they're both topless and Harry has this look on his face that says "what was that?", and he's looking to the side. Draco's head is on Harry's shoulder behind him and his arms are wrapped around him as a pagent banner would go. He has the look of, "oh, not again...". They look a little younger in this pic...about sixteen maybe. Draco looks so feminine in both pics but, then again, Draco is very beautiful. Heh...before I gross all of you out anymore than I have done so...I think I'll end this entry...mata ne!

-Deirdre Blair